Numbness
Unsure
What did i miss?
Awkward moments,
Strangers meet,
Moved feet,
Nights sleepless
Turn, toss
No loss
Just trying
To do right
Fight

THE ROOM

One window room
With one cardboard box
Fifteen cryed tears
And no drying ones
One girl
Facing many fears
Furniture is naught
Sat there and thought
Empty room
Green for jealousy
Purple for looks
One blasting radio
That she can't hear
Blocked out
One window room

Breaking away
From the rest
You're trying your best

Even though,
They say you belong
You know you don't

Just try a little
To cry a little less
And don't break down

Walk
Night covers me
Moon guides me
Stars lift me
Orion is strong after all
Can't stop
Cold nips my nose
My fingers tingle
Run on
And on
And on
Into the darkness

I care
But don't
I'll help
But won't
Don't ask
If I'm ok
Because I'm not
Don't give me
The time of day
I don't deserve it,
I'm here for you
You're not here for me
I tell you what to do
Drown in ocean
Sea
Down in words
Pages
Drown in me

Unknown,
Unwanted,
Friendship,
Or not,
Trying, but not winning,
More or less.
Less or more.
Maybe,
Maybe not,
Most probably,
Not.

You feel this emptiness
Is now filled
And the burning heat
Now chilled
And you smile
When your with him
And as you dance
You feel free
And you cry
But some reason,
Your happy
And when you scream,
It's only because of this feeling,
And you can't help but notice,
that in all the pain and sorrow
He's always looking forward
To the mystery of tomorrow