Monday, March 31, 2008

I'm trying to fix this
So so hard
Stupid freak
I try to guard
and she's running away
Like trying to stick to together with tape
But cut yourself with the dispenser
And you're scarred for life
Burn me....Scar me
Take my life
I don't care
As long as i save yours
Like drowning
I can't breathe
Bleeding to death
And you won't leave
Go away
Please
I'm begging you
Just leave
Let me breathe

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Open up
Maybe
Maybe not
Shut up
No one cares
What you got to say
Don't share
Just hide it away
Don't trust anyone
Not tomorrow
Not today
Hide your pain
Long sleeve t-shirt
Walk in the rain
Pretend it doesn't hurt

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Gasping for breath
I am choking
Fading away
I'm so dizzy
Without you here
It's emptiness
Emptiness
I fear your thoughts
I want to know
But yet i don't
I have nowhere else to go
Do you understand?
Do you?

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

You think he is shallow
But you'll drown in this ocean
His head isn't hollow
He just doesn't leave it open
Don't blame the tyrant,
Blame yourselves
You rave and you rant
Stupid empty shelf
You look in the reflection
From yourself you need protection
You don't know what to do
You really don't
But how are you supposed to,
When the enemy is you

Monday, March 10, 2008

I scroll down the page with my eyes
These words you right seem to hypnotise
I can't seem to compear
With what I'm writing here

You say I'm mature
But I still don't seem to understand
And I'm not quite sure
Where in your mind do I land

What am I supose to do with this secret
With this blood that stains
Am i going to live in regret
What can i do?

I know you know
But do you care
So what am i suppose to do,
With this secret we share?

Sunday, March 9, 2008

You seem misunderstood
Your eyes blur
You would end it if you could
But your minds in a stir
You don't know what to do
Your a disaster today
For all that you have been through
You don't deserve the pain

Your tired and weary
You can't pay attention
You want your godmother fairy
To give you happiness

You sit in class
And listen to the deafening sounds
You want to disappear
But for some reason
Stick around
You lie on your bed
And watch the roof
That hangs over your head
You imagine it crashing down
And then you would be dead
Smashing guitars on the ground
Just to hear the deafening sound

Friday, March 7, 2008

He reads me like a book
He knows just where to look
He talks without words
He knows all my pains and hurts

He has me all figured out
He knows what I'm about
He can see through me
He knows my sea of tragedy
Disapear
Hide from fear
What do you care
If I'm not here